John 20:19
Breath
of God
Today we begin with the creation story of God creating
Adam. As God creates, it is not until
God breathes into Adam that there is life.
God’s breath into humanity, into us, into this world to bring life. This is a rather intimate way of remembering
who we are in relationship to our Creating God.
Our life force, our very being exists because God has breathed life into
us.
Breathing is one of those things that I don’t pay much
attention to until I am out of breath.
Athletes and Musicians must pay attention to their breathing as they
practice and train. If you do yoga, the
practice reminds you to breath and to feel your breath. Breathe in, breathe in deep, and then breathe
out. The world all around us is
breathing: The trees, the birds, the
squirrels, and each of us.
As we get busy in our lives, it is easy for us to forget
that we are so connected to God, that all of creation is so connected to
God. Can our very breathing be a
spiritual practice? Can we find time in
our daily living to just stop and focus on our breathing, saying a short prayer
of gratitude to God for these created bodies in which we dwell? As you find time to breathe in, remember
where your breath goes, as it enters into your lungs and then from there is
gathered up by your blood and brought to every last cell in your body in order
that each part of your being receives the oxygen that it needs to live. Your breath, finding its way to the tips of
your toes.
Our God uses breath to bring forth creation, and our God
uses breath to bring forth the new creation of God’s people in the resurrected
Christ. The Easter story is not
over. Easter is not just about God
defeating death and overcoming the powers of sin in this world. Easter is about engaging God believe that in
the power of the resurrection, we are a new creation. We are an Easter People.
As those disciples gathered together, full of fear, they
were in a room and they had locked the door.
They had no idea what their future held.
They had just witnessed the death of their beloved friend, teacher, and
leader. What was going to happen to
them?
Years ago, a church member gave me a Jade plant, they
were downsizing and could not take this rather large plant with them. Well, I rather quickly destroyed this plant,
but instead of just throwing the whole thing away, I took cuttings off of it,
and replanted the parts I thought would continue to grow. That was over ten years ago, and I still have
cuttings from this Jade plant. A few
weeks ago, my girls were playing together, and seemed a bit too quiet, so I
went to see what they were up to – and they had stripped on of the Jade plants
of all of its leaves, just leaving this bare stalk.
Symbolically, that is how I envision these disciples in
that locked room. They were stripped of
everything, stripped of their hope, of their faith, of their expectations and
assumptions. All they had left were each
other. They had lost everything. Everything that they had put aside for the
past three years, their families, their livelihoods, all for nothing. As they gathered in fear in that locked room,
there must have been some deep grief and loss going on as well.
There
is just something so real about our scriptures.
The story of who we are, it tells it like it is. We are a people that don’t always get it. We are people that, when afraid, we gravitate
towards those that help us feel safe. We
lock the doors to keep others out, whether it is the doors of our houses, our
churches, or even our hearts. We know
how to protect ourselves. And our God
never gives up on us. Jesus does not
say, oh I wasted the past three years with these people. Jesus meets them in their fear, he appears to
them, entering into the locked room, and breathes upon them. Sacred breath, sacred creation, sacred
living. No matter who we are, no matter
what our past or what our present, God desires to encounter us in our locked
places of our lives and breathe the life giving force of creation.
I didn’t
throw those stalks of my Jade plant away.
I decided I would continue to water it and see, if just by some chance,
it would continue to grow. And it
is. For a plant that I thought I had
killed ten years ago, it continues to amaze me as cutting after cutting continue
to grow.
God’s
people are the same, we continue on, we continue from a long faith history, we
continue hearing the story and sharing the story. And sometimes, hopefully more often than naught,
we encounter the risen Christ in our lives and are refreshed with God’s living
breath reminding us that we are indeed a part of God’s new Creation.
As
Jesus breathes into his beloved friends, he does not allow them to stay in the
locked room. He calls them to go
forth. They have a role to play in God’s
plan. They have a role to play in
continuing God’s story. They have a role
to play in sharing the message that God has overcome the oppressive powers of
the world. This is a daunting role, and
they do not go out alone, but they go out with the breath of God within
them.
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